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I managed to hurt myself last night. Go me. I was playing with the cats and went to jump at Quiz to scare him away and instead lost my balance and ended up on my back on the floor. Today to pay for that I have a sore neck and back. Which I was told it will only feel even worse tomorrow. whooppee. I am just soo graceful. haha. Mom wants to move to Iowa now when I graduate from college. But she seems to have wiped it from her memory that I am gonna have an extra year or so. So she keeps telling everyone "in one year after I graduate we are going to move to Iowa if her dad is still alive." I just don't know how to remind her without her being upset. Cuz grandpa really doesn't have that much longer on this earth. From what I understand he keeps getting worse and worse. He has a blood clot in his head and when that slips and he gets an aneurysm I don't really see him lasting much longer. His wife died a few years ago and I think he is just ready to give up the fight. When he goes that it the last of my grandparents. I will have no more living. ::sigh:: I will miss him very much. Now mom has to go get an ultrasound done on her neck cuz her doctor says it sounds like she might have a blockage in her veins which could be what is causing her to be so tired all of the time. I dunno, I am tryin not to worry overly much until I know for sure what is going on. We went to base this morning and made her appointment for the ultrasound tho. It will be on the 21st of January...so hopefully it all turns out fine. We were sitting in the cafeteria at base eating some breakfast when this lady just randomly comes up to me and said "you have beautiful hair". haha. I love when people do that. You know what's funny tho? If I shaved my head bald and all that or even just wore hats over my hair all the time I would probably not be noticed half as much. I miss my best friend. She went up north somewhere with her family to visit some more family. She won't be back until the 2nd or so. Then she has to turn around and be back to school on the 5th. blah. I know she wants us to do something spring break...but now I dunno if that is going to happen. Cuz my mom was talking about going to Iowa to visit sometime around then. OK well, that is enough for now. TTYL!!